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Head In My Hands
01:49
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I've been battling my fears, fighting tears
Please excuse me if they fall
It took a certain kind of strength
To hold 'em back for this long
It took a certain kind of weakness
To ignore the pain and sorrow
Used to think it made me strong
To hold it in but I was wrong so
Here I am again
Holding my head in my hands
Telling myself that I ain't special
I'm a regular man
It makes no difference
Be religious or a secular man
It's only a matter of time
Before your faith's in question again
It took some time to realize
That there's a method to the madness
If it happens there's a reason
Life hits you when you're off balance
And lessons tend to sink in when you're drowning
When you come back to the surface
There's more purpose
In the pounding of your heartbeat
Saw my inner child
I think it's time that we depart G
Always in the clouds
I started noticing my flaws, see
I'm trying to come back down 'cause
I've been floating for too long
Trying to build a bridge
Between the ground and where the stars be
And I've been known to stand alone
But lately nowhere feels like home
So I've been leaning on you
Please don't go too far G
Just know there's sides of me I've shown
That I'm ashamed to call my own
But I've been growing
Kicking omens out my heart, see
There's so much pain that I hold onto
Always proving that I'm strong
I know I am
So why do I hide all my scars G?
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2. |
Stuck Below The Sun
02:06
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Questioning my worth on this Earth
Stuck below the Sun
I'm not the only one
No I'm not the only one
Weight on my shoulders a ton
How am I supposed to run?
Gotta stay till I'm done
Stay till I'm done
Gotta play till I've won
All the songs I've ever sung
From my soul and not for fun
Feels like I'm taking too long
I won't always be young
Take my time before it's gone
Always trying to right my wrongs
I'm trying to right my wrongs
And lately nowhere feels like home
Near you but I'm on my own
Ignoring my cell phone
Leave your name after the tone
Distant 'cause I'm in my zone
Wandering my mind I roam
Pondering when I'm alone
All the folks I've ever known
All the paths that I've been shown
All the seeds I've ever sewn
Thinking 'bout how far we've come
Looking back on how we've grown
Sometimes I just wanna run
Give up but I don't condone
Dead end job it's got me numb
While I work, whistle and hum
Questioning my worth on this Earth
Stuck below the Sun
I'm not the only one
No I'm not the only one
Praying I'm a holy Don
Scars, I could show you some
People who still owe me one
I'm not the only one
Have some patience, won't be long
Battling, I overcome
Some I've lost, some I've won
I'm not the only one
Hate is what I rise above
Don't forget who showed you love
Shit gets heavy, hold it up
I've been trying to open up
If it's too much then let it go
I've been trying to let you know
Stress, try not to let it show
Stand up tall to every foe
Cross my family, heads will roll
That's for my blood and my bros
Friends the family I chose
Been through all the highs and lows
Know there will be plenty more
That's what I'm getting ready for
Don't fear the future anymore
I've closed and opened many doors
I know when it rains it pours
Life, it flows it can't be forced
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3. |
Reflections
02:09
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I'm getting too old to let emotions get the best of me
Trying to kill my old self, hoping that he rest in peace
Imma speak my truth even though I know they'll question me
Talking to God about my quest, know he's testing me
I'm just trying to pass, Life is moving too fast
And I know it takes time, I'm just trying to make it last
My foot is on the gas, I'm just trying not to crash
I be focused on mine, never mind what he has
I've been letting go of what no longer serves me
All those cries for help and yet nobody heard me
Just know I kept it clean but could've done 'em dirty
I grew calloused from the malice so no one could hurt me
Foundation is sturdy, won't crumble under pressure
Won't tumble, no fumbles, there will be no interception
Was battling depression, now I'm focused on progression
I look into the mirror, that's a real mans reflection, yea
Yo, I swear these little fake fucking punk bitches
Don't want it with me
Yea, Swear this shit's a state of mind, it takes time
I take mine most definitely
Move mountains, split seas and take thrones for the keeping
New sounds that hit deep, create hope for the bleak
I choose how I fit these vocal tones to the beat
And pour my heart out bleedin', Stay strong, won't weaken
Heard somebody's down and out, they we're hoping it's me?
I hope you know that shit is weak
I know how much you love to talk
I hope you know that it's cheap
I hope you know the seeds you're sewing
Grow the shit that you're reaping
Lord knows there's a reason
Right, I swear these little fake fucking punk bitches
Don't want it with me
Uh, I Swear this shit's a state of mind, it takes time
I take mine most definitely
Yea, I swear these little fake fucking punk bitches
Don't want it with me
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4. |
Fear Facer
02:33
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Please don't start with the bullshit
No sense crying over old shit
Know you took a L, you should hold it
Learn from the past can't control it
Style on these bitches, it's a whole fit
I don't play poker, I don't know shit
But I know when to hit, when to fold it
Know when to bet chips, when to hold it
Fuck raising it, I set a new bar
I don't really give a fuck what the rules are
I am not where the goofs and the fools are
Attitude like some goons in a new car
Yo, It's Don Johnny I'm a Blue Star
All these dreams that they said I took too far
Uh, I be the young
Dream chaser, Fear facer
Demon slayer, Creator and Eraser
Dream chaser, Fear facer
Demon slayer, Creator and Eraser
They told me be patient and keep praying
Don't be swayed by the shit they keep saying
Don't be phased, Lord knows they will keep hating
Stay true, but don't stay the same, keep changing
Young man, can't afford to be complacent
Shoot for the stars kid, keep skygazing
Visions of a Penthouse, dreaming in the basement
Work hard, no stop, man I put my days in
Clear record now, never mind how the case went
Back then, bad days, omens I was facing
Turned my life around, second chances, amazing
Opportunity and time is mine for the taking
Always try, never mind whether or not you make it
Understand Life's a game, everybody plays it
Shit never ends, back to your battle station
They told me to be patient and keep praying
They told me to be patient and keep praying
Dream chaser, Fear facer
Demon slayer, Creator and Eraser
Dream chaser, Fear facer
Demon slayer, Creator and Eraser
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5. |
Brand New Heights
01:49
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True, Gotta be the hardest working motherfucker in the room
Been grinding like my last day on this Earth is coming soon
To the Moon I set my sights
Like brand new heights is what I'm seeking
Been going hard, take no days off, work on the weekend
Hustle in the dark so I'll be shining like a beacon
Stay in my lane, I can't complain, Bitch I've been decent
On the road to greatness, all that fake shit, you could keep it
You could keep it bitch, I know you see me
Coming through like beep beep
Mr. Blue that's who I be, 'till the day I'm six feet deep
Shout out to my G.G.
Know she's up in Heaven and she's got my shit on repeat
Like get it boy, making sure that you're steady boy
Know that it takes time but when your time comes
You'll be ready boy
Your struggles will prepare you for it
Just know your worth and show it
They might rip some pages out your book
But they can't share your story, Nah
See I speak for myself you can't declare shit for me, Ahh
And I see how you move around me, very worried, Ahh
Oh why you backing down?
You scared to jump, you scared to fly
Everything you want in life is right there on the other side
Bitch I'm bona fide, won't run, no I will not hide
See, I'm something like the tides
I'm influenced by the skies
I fall and yet still I rise
I'm always taking my time
I promise These Things Take Time
I promise like yea, true
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Johnny Blue Toronto, Ontario
Artist / Producer Johnny Blue mixes his passionate bravado with a fusion of Hip-Hop, Jazz, R&B and Electronic to deliver a
unique style with boundless versatility. His character shines through his music with themes of honesty, courage, strength, and determination.
Devoted to his craft, Johnny views music as a journey in which he hopes to inspire, connect and uplift people.
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